Dread Anticipation

3:00 PM August 13, 2004 (Shimodate)
2:00 AM August 13, 2004 (Ottawa)

I am terrified of something at the moment, and I don't know what it is. My heart is pounding with dread anticipation, that feeling in horror movies when the music changes and you know something is coming.

There is something I need to do RIGHT NOW, but I don't know what it is. I feel that not doing it will be somehow disastrous, maybe Jaws is circling at the moment. I almost feel that I can see his fin if I look hard enough.

I don't work today, it's the first day of a 4 day weekend for me. So what must I do?

I will check my mail, then go and buy a new phone card. Something isn't right.

But what??